Still living...

I've had a couple of rough weeks - physically and emotionally.

Physically, I'm slowly getting 'better' - which means I can have small amounts of food before 3pm and not throw them up. After 3pm - your guess is as good as mine :)

Emotionally, I've been tired. Tired of getting up in the middle of the night to give myself meds AND to constantly have to pee. Tired of just being sick. 9 weeks is a long time to be throwing up.

BUT the New Year always bring so much promise...I'm optimistic that it will bring something nice for me (perhaps in the form of a pizza that stays down?? Heck, I'd even try something with pineapple on it!).

I don't have any specific resolutions as the weight thing is off the table, I'm not really trying to give anything up and I'd really like to just make it through the day without needing a nap :)

However, I'd like to wish everyone that reads here a wonderful and safe New Years. May 2009 bring you happiness, joy and love. Oh yeah - and that pizza.

Lucy, I'm HOME

Boy has this last week been crazy. Did I mention that I was in the hospital? (Just looked, I did).

What I didn't mention is that my OB's office screwed up and lost me (didn't realize I was actually STILL in the hospital). But I would have been there until today anyways.

I'm still getting sick (blah) but at least I have the energy to get sick (yeah!?!) and then get up and doing something.

I'm just glad to be home.

Where have I been?

Well, I had a test last Monday that was huge and scary and I passed. Which made me happy.

Then I had a doctor's appointment on Thursday that was also huge and scary - but I didn't pass. So I've been in the hospital, sans computer, since then. FINALLY got my computer today. Yea!

But I have a very cool looking PICC line and will be getting all of my calories through the line. :)

And hopefully I'll be home soon.

No Change

Vomiting? Check.

Baby still has beating heart and growing appropriately? Check.

Still have non-existant Baby B sac? Check.

Still have bleeding/clot present? Check.

Only difference? When the ultrasound tech stated that my uterus was a 'mess in there'. Always nice to know that. :)